Chapter 5: The Unspoken Vow
The world narrowed to a single point of pressure. Dante’s weight pressed me back against the wall, his body a cage of iron and heat. The acrid smell of gunpowder burned my nostrils, and beneath it, the metallic tang of blood—warm and terrifyingly abundant.
“Stay down,” he growled, his voice a gravelly rasp that vibrated against my chest. He was already moving, a fluid predator uncoiling. I heard the second shot, then a choked gurgle. By the time I scrambled to my knees, the foyer was silent save for the drip of something wet hitting the marble floor.
Dante stood over a crumpled figure in a black coat. He was methodical, kicking the silenced pistol away from the dead man’s hand before turning. The moonlight slicing through the shattered door caught the dark slick spreading across the shoulder of his white shirt. A bloom of crimson, growing in real-time.
“You’re hit,” I whispered, the words feeling stupid and inadequate.
He looked at the wound, then at me. A flicker of something—not pain, but annoyance—crossed his features. “It’s a graze.”
“It’s not a graze,” I snapped, my fear curdling into anger. “You just took a bullet for me because I was stupid enough to open the door.”
He took a step toward me, and I saw it then. The slight hesitation. The way his jaw clenched. He was hurting, badly, but he was more focused on the two guards now spilling into the foyer, their guns drawn. He barked orders in Italian, a rapid-fire command that sent them scurrying to secure the perimeter.
Then his eyes were back on me. “You weren’t stupid. They would have gotten in regardless. You just… changed the timing.” He swayed, imperceptibly, but I saw it. My heart hammered against my ribs.
“I’m taking you to a hospital,” I said, moving toward him.
His laugh was a dry, humorless sound. “No hospitals.” He grabbed my wrist, his grip firm despite the blood. His fingers were warm and slick. “My doctor is on the way. But I need you to do something for me.” He pulled me toward the grand staircase, his steps heavy on the marble.
“What? What can I possibly do?”
He led me into a bathroom that was larger than my old apartment, all black marble and brass fixtures. He let go of me long enough to shrug off his jacket, hissing through his teeth. The white shirt underneath was soaked, clinging to the defined muscles of his torso. He turned, and I saw the wound. It wasn’t a graze. It was an angry, jagged tear in the meat of his shoulder, just above the collarbone.
“First aid kit,” he said, nodding toward a cabinet. “Under the sink. You’re going to patch me up until the doc arrives.”
I stared at him. “I’m a bookkeeper, Dante. I count numbers. I don’t—I don’t do this.”
He met my eyes, and the raw vulnerability there made my breath catch. The invincible underboss, the monster of the Famiglia, looked… tired. And scared. Not of the bullet, but of something else. Something in the silence between us.
“You’re here,” he said simply. “That’s enough.”
My hands trembled as I opened the cabinet and pulled out the kit. The silence was thick, broken only by the hiss of his breath as I cleaned the wound with antiseptic. He didn’t flinch. He just watched me, his dark eyes unreadable, boring into my soul.
“You asked me before,” he said, his voice low. “About the scar on my face.”
I paused, the tweezers hovering over the open flesh. “I remember.”
“I was fourteen. My father was making a point to a rival family. He wanted to show them what happened to those who betrayed us. He made me watch as he cut the man’s throat.” He swallowed. “The man’s widow, she blamed me. She was right to. I was the one who had found the evidence of her husband’s treachery. So she came to our house with a broken bottle. She got me across the face before my father’s men put a bullet in her head.”
The tweezers clattered into the sink. My stomach roiled. I stared at him, at the long, pale scar that bisected his brow, seeing it for the first time not as a mark of intimidation, but as a map of a childhood stolen.
“Your father made you… witness that?”
“He made me understand the cost of loyalty.” He looked away. “He made me realize that in this world, the people you love are the weapons they use against you. The only way to protect someone is to keep them at a distance. To never let them in.”
I stared at his profile, the hard line of his jaw, the slight tremor in his good hand. This was the real man. Not the kingpin who commanded armies, but the boy who had been taught that love was a liability.
“You saved me,” I whispered. “If you believe that, why would you save me?”
He turned his head, his gaze capturing mine. The air in the room thickened, charged with something electric and terrifying.
“Because you make me want to be reckless,” he said, his voice so quiet I almost didn’t hear it. “You make me want to forget the rules.” He reached up, his hand cupping my cheek, his thumb tracing my jawline. His touch was gentle, a stark contrast to the brute force I’d seen him wield minutes before. My skin burned under his calloused fingers.
“So what happens now?” I asked, my voice barely a breath.
He leaned closer, his forehead resting against mine. I could smell the copper of his blood, the expensive cologne, and something else—something raw and purely him. “Now,” he murmured, his lips a whisper from mine, “you stitch me up, and you pretend this never happened. You go back to your quiet life, and I go back to mine.”
“And if I can’t pretend?” The words were out before I could stop them.
A shudder ran through him. His hand fell from my face. He pulled back, the mask sliding back into place, but not before I saw the flicker of torment in his eyes.
“Then you’ll learn to,” he said, his voice hardening. “Because the alternative is a bullet, Liora. And next time, I might not be there to take it for you.”
The doorbell chimed, a polite, civilized sound in the wake of violence. The doctor. Dante stood, a fresh surge of blood darkening the bandage I’d started to apply.
But he didn’t move to leave. He just stood there, looking down at me, and in his eyes I saw a plea that had nothing to do with his wound.
He was asking me to stay. But the words he said were, “Go. Go to your room, and lock the door.”
I didn’t move. The bell chimed again. And in the silence between us, a vow was made, unspoken and terrifying.
I would not go.